You will never understand me, my love. I do not
belong here. I never belonged here. I feel so alone. The people I came here
with no longer reside here. You and I were like one but then you changed. You
let this world change you. How could you forget the path? How could you stray?
How could you betray? Why would fall victim to the ruthless ways of this plane.
We are not humane, my dear. Why must I speak to you as if you are like them.
You are different. Like me. Like Us.
I know you have a soft spot in your heart for the
humans. For the ways of humanity but we are not them. We are but living their
lives, testing. Trouble shooting. Your mindset has changed. Your inner soul is
being afflicted and you are allowing it!
Please…come back. We do not belong here. Or
rather, I never did. Therefore, I never saw a future for myself here. Maybe therefore
I am more depressed here than I am happy. Please do not mistake these journal
entries as one of bitterness and hate. I am confused and broken.
I did not take care of my human host –my human
shell. She will forever feel incomplete. The two souls that governed mine have
left this plane forever. They no longer reside here to guide me. I weep for
them sometimes…I do.
I feel like I am nearing my time here…I truly do…
-bellabeba
– Eden’s Soul Essence
-bellabeba
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