It's okay sweetheart. I know one day you will leave. I know you fear what you don't understand. I will be here to guide you, I will also provide for you, protection. You are my little baby. Your life will be filled with many wondrous things if you keep going the way you are. On a road of perseverance, success and determination. You will manage to make it out in the real world without me.
I am here as something temporary. I will always be led back to the fork in the road that makes me forcibly choose whether or not to take my chances or to walk ahead. Alone. If I had a choice in the matter, I would choose not to make you perfect but have the luxury of not having my heart tugged and torn in a navigational twist.
You are the son of a trillion suns. You tame many wildfires that reside within me. Your eyes are as cool as the fruit of the earth. The Great Mother made sure to gift you correctly with them, as I am tranced within them every chance I get. On the bad days, your eyes create a thunderstorm; on good days, they shimmer with the brightest light of the skies. You are such a beautiful creature. If only you could see what I see.
I do not wish to lose you again. Our souls were bound once, to one another. We were an aspect of each other. Two people, one soul. Then I released you and all was lost...
I still await the day you allow us to bind once more. As I have said...I do not wish to lose you. Ever.
I've lost you one too many times in the past lifetimes. Now I have you...and I just want to hold you forever.
Again...that was only if I had a choice in the matter, but I don't. You do. This is your story now. I wrote mine. Hopefully, you take my hand into yours and jump with me into the void.
I love you, Alexander.
- BellaBeba
